012212 — Tayo pero Kayo (Mean Girl)

January 22, 2012 at 3:31 pm (Journal Entries, Love, My Thoughts)
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Ambilis. In one week, so many things changed. Gusto kita. Gustong gustong gusto kita. Maraming na-confirmed, pero marami paring malabo. Tayo pero kayo. So, ano ako? Kabit? No. Isa lng akong dakilang daydreamer.

“oh you could just pretend to be with him all day, remember the feeling when you first held hands today..”

four nights of love. You held me close to your heart. So close that i never will want to leave. Pero just like what the lines of the song go…

“You gotta be prepared to leave him in your fantasy cuz when it’s over, you gotta make sure that it’s you who’ll be with him..”

isang pangarap na natupad. Pero for on hold pending disconnection needed 1st pa. Bakit ang unfair ng buhay… Isa na namang Michael. Ako din ang kawawa. Siya na iniwan ng four times, ako 2 pa lang? Ok, make that 3, unofficially.

“pangarap lang kita”

badtrip kung badtrip.

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Aries info for Aprl 10

January 13, 2012 at 7:47 am (My Thoughts)
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ARIES INFORMATION FOR APRIL 10


You should avoid: Manipulative people, indiscretions, giving in too easily

An Aries born on April 10 is an ambitious individual who has their own way of doing things and refuses to change their attitudes in order to accommodate others. They have the capacity to see the world around them realistically, without letting that knowledge cause disillusionment.

Friends and Lovers

April 10 natives truly consider their friends and loved ones to be of primary importance in their life.
In romance and love , they have a penchant for experimentation. They aren’t afraid to get involved with someone who is different from themselves; if it fails, they can see the value of lessons learned.

Children and Family

April 10 people don’t rely on family members to give them a sense of identity and value. They make somewhat unconventional parents but are loving and indulgent, perhaps to excess.

Health

A positive mental attitude is necessary for April 10 individuals to create a healthy lifestyle for themselves. They are energetic, active people who generally look on the bright side. Because their dream life is an important factor in their physical and emotional well-being, people born on this date depend on their nightly revels to keep their energies perfectly balanced.

Career and Finances

There is no doubt that April 10 natives like to be noticed for their efforts. They are not happy working alone or behind the scenes, since this offers virtually no chance for validation by colleagues or outsiders. If they set out to make a large amount of money they are likely to succeed in doing it.

Dreams and Goals

April 10 individuals have specific goals and plans. They have more credulity than they admit to, and they possess a considerable belief in the natural goodness of the universe to intervene on their behalf.

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tlc.howstuffworks.com/family/april-10-birthday-astrology.htm

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120812 — ako na baliw (crazy me already)

January 9, 2012 at 12:45 am (Journal Entries, Love, My Thoughts)
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I get hurt everytime i think of what happened last night. Alam ko wala lang yun. Be true. Panaginip lang lahat. Twice ko nga napanaginipan yung continuation nun,e. Nu ba yan. Inlab na naman ako sayo? May girlfriend ka. Lasing lang. Parang ganun din yung experience ko last time sa dating company,a. Masaya yung Feeling ng inlab. Parang nasa ferry’s wheel. Ang sweet mu to me. ang saya sa pakiramdam ng inamoy mu yung buhok ko. Wah! Buti na lang di mu q ni-kiss! Ako talaga patay nun. I need to wake up. I don’t have to prolong this agony. Ako lang naman yun. Umaasa sa wala. Michael ka nga. Pero di ka pa rin pasado sa ibang qualifications.

Qualifications:

1. Should be named Michael. (check)

2. Height= preferably 5’5″ up. Weight= Normal BMI with height. (check)

3. Character/Humour/Sweetness (check)

4. Very much Single. Doesn’t have girlfriend/especially a wife. (No/Autofail)

5. Older than me. Age does matter na talaga/maturity-wise in a relationship. (No/autofail)

6. Willing to last in a relationship forever. (to follow)

.ako.na.baliw.

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010812 — i like it when…

January 8, 2012 at 4:27 am (Journal Entries, Love, My Thoughts)
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I like it when you notice me.
I like it when you pull me and we’ll ran together.
I like it when you talk to me.
I like it when you say that i’m a snob.
I like it when you held me close to you.
I like it when you smell my hair and say that it still smells like shampoo.
Honestly, I like you.
I like your name.
I like how you are so matured you don’t seem like your age.
But i know, this just a tripping thing you guys do all the time.
I like it when you are so childish.
You seem like a little boy.
But i don’t want a boy to look upon.
I want a man who will stay with me in reality, not like in this dream of mine.

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30 things to Stop Doing to Yourself

December 30, 2011 at 11:18 pm (Love)

30 things to Stop Doing to Yourself.

via 30 things to Stop Doing to Yourself.

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123011— lost jackie (Nasaan ka Jackie?)

December 30, 2011 at 9:18 pm (Journal Entries, My Thoughts)
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This morning………… nwawala na si jackie. Gusto ko umiyak. As in ngayon. Mag-isa feeling ko wala ngg ksama. Si papa st ako. Kapatid ko nman kasi laging nasa galaan. Si papa, nagkasakit nga.. naaawa ako syempre pero, iba yung. Feeling kapag andito si mama. Nawalapa si jackie. Ayan, tulo sipon na. End na to. Ma-drama lang.

—end———–

follow up:

nung kanina (123111)ng umaga, nakitang muli si jackie. naakita daw siya ni papa sa dating pinapasukan ni mama na botika. di namin alam kung bakit pero baka daw naramdaman ni jackie na doon dati nagtatrabaho si mama at dun siya nag-stay. thank you Lord na naibalik si jackie ng ligtas (at maitim pa rin). aun, newb year… stay sa bahay,,,, ok naman nakakain naman na kanina kea pde na matulog. kauwi lng from
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122911 — something weird

December 29, 2011 at 9:40 pm (Journal Entries, My Thoughts)
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As I was going home tonight, parang there’s always something weird going on.

Nung nasa jeep p kami ni Fifi, mei kinwento siya about sa isang pasaherong nkasabay niya the night before.

And nung bumaba sumakay naman ako pa-palengke, mei mag-asawang sumakay pa-Pag-asa. Yung lalake e ayaw mag-abot ng pamasahe ng ibang pasaherong nagaabot ng pmasahe sa driver. Yun pala, gusto niyang magt-thank you yung mga inaabot niya.

Then, pa-rizal high nman, me mga mag-kakaibigang sumakay, akala ko bakit nagsesenyasan sila, yun pala, mei pipi pala silang kasama. Akala ko ay may pinagtatawanan lang silang somebody else.

Tas, me mga batang lalaki naman na sumabit nung nasa Rotonda na, luwag luwag naman ng jeep,e.. ayun, di na lang umupo saloob. T ang pinaka-weird dun e hindi man lang sila pinababa nung manong drayber.

At meron pa, me mag-lola naman na sumakay pagdating sa kapasigan. Ang weird dun e si lola e kumakain pa rin ng ice cream… parang gusto ko tuloy mag-ice cream nun.

At nung nasa tricycle naman na ko, buo pa rin pla yunng pera ko, kala ko me barya na ko sa isang daa. Buti na lang andun si Sugar, nakapagpapalit ako at nakabili pa ng ulam, at ang something weird e kinwentuhan niya ako -or more sspecifically, tsinismisan niya ako- weird di ba?

Basta itong araw na ito e gloomy day for me. Umalis na. Ksing muli si mama pa-abroad. Sumakit pa yung mata ko kanina sa work until now, pero medyo mild na lang yung sakit ngaun. God bless kay Mama. Miss her na. la na ako kayakap.

Sometimes goodbyes are not forever.

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122811– despedida muli

December 28, 2011 at 11:34 pm (Journal Entries, Love, My Thoughts)
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12.28.11
8:35 pm

How will i start?First and foremost, i want to say that i love you. We love you, kahit ganyan ka. Kasi ganito kami. Ayun. Bumalik ka, at aalis na muli. Ano pa nga bang maaari naming sabihin kundi “ingat sa iyong muling pangingibambansa.”mami-miss kita, siguro hindi rin, pero mas lamang yung mami-miss syempre. Yung mga sermon mu sa amin kada nakahiga lang kami at walang ginagawa. Sermon tungkol sa paglilinis ng bahay at pagkilos upang magsipag. Sermon kay papa, alam mu namang may sakit, pinagpipilitan pa ring wala. Ikaw na, da best ka. Nag-iisa ka lang. Ayaw mong sinasabayan ka habang nagbubunganga sa amin. Syempre, ang gagawin namin ay pasok sa isang tainga, labas sa kabila. Pero maiiwan dun ung thought ng sermon mu.* maghugas ng pinggan, wala dapat hugasin bago matulog sa gabi.* magligpit ng higaan, pag gabi pagpag na lang.* maglaba ng mga damit, may washing machine naman na.* wag gagala pag-gabi (kay morris lang applicable)* wag kakain ng baboy, high blood na tayong lahat.* wag magsisigawan, wala tayo sa bundok.I love you Mama. Alam mu naman yan. Wala na ule ako kayakap. :c God bless Mama. Always pray and iwan ko sayo yung mp4,a. Kinig kang songs pag gusto mu. Charge mu pag lowbatt. Ayun. Love you. Love you. Alagaan namin sina Jackie, Barbie, Layo, Wowie at KC. :) text text na lang. At tawag ka,a? :) mwah mwah tsup tsup. :’*

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122611 — i Think i Love You

December 26, 2011 at 8:52 am (Journal Entries, Love, My Thoughts, Poems)
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Lying in my bed, thinking of something.

Something, or rather someone, who’s been in my mind for quite so many times.

No. No. I don’t think this will be worth my time.

I’d rather just stay this way than get hurt all over again.

Feeling so close, yet we don’t know each other’s pain.

Doesn’t know what the future will bring.

Unsure of everything.

You’re the reason i wrote again a poem,

This is a gift, a valuable talent God has given me.

Inspiration is the key.

An Imaginary person is what i see.

Thanks to you.

I think you already have a clue.

That i…

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120911 new post

December 9, 2011 at 2:09 am (Journal Entries, My Thoughts)
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New post. What should i write about this time? Since i’ve been awake, i’ll use this time to write another post here on my world. And now that i’m already typing the words, i think that i’m having a writer’s block. Too many subjects to tackle about when i’m thinking, but when i’m already doing this draft, all i can think about are random words. So, where will i actually begin?

Let’s begin on a cold early morning of the 9th of December, when this little lady is drinking her cup of hot milk… Haha. That’s me!

oh well, i’m feeling sleepy again. Am i? When i was asleep awhile ago, i was dreaming about an action-horror scene. Quite scary but i can’t remember the whole story now. All i can remember is that there are people chasing me?, or rather someone else. And then i woke up feeling hungry, realizing i didn’t eat my dinner. I also posted what’s on my mind on facebook, and checked notifications from him. But all he replied to my post is “s’drmz..”. I wanted to comment “that’s all?!” but instead i thanked him and leave that site. And so that’s why i’m drinking my milk right now. And it’s already done. Well, i’ll get back to sleep and maybe dream of him. :)

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